I'm alive!

So I finally have the courage now to update. I actually have a reason for not updating. It isn't good but it's a reason.

I was terrified to go on DA. lol.

I knew I'd abandonned it for a while, but just thinking about the number of messages and deviations that would pile up i was scared. I always hate to delete them all cuz i wanna see them all, but i know i can't so i end up looking through them all and before i know it i haven't slept and feel like a zombie.

lol.

so i'm going to delete a whole chunk this time, start fresh.

it's actually almost been a whole semester since i last updated. wow. I haven't done any, anything artistic in that time, maybe doodle on pages and stuff, but i feel like everything i practiced be4 just went out the window T____________T. i have to get more in touch
Now it's summer. Schools over, but i'm still finding something to do around the house. I'm trying to create my own blog site from scratch now, which is a complete epic fail. when i'm done (whenever that is) i'll attach the link from here. It's pretty, so i guess thatz a plus. but i always get caught up in the details.



I watched the Proposal the other day in theatres. totally awesome. i haven't seen transformers 2 yet but i will soon. proposal was epic though and now i have a whole line up of movies for the summer and fall. i am totally going to be broke.

My friends are all hyped up about New Moon coming out in the fall i think? i'm not so much. I liked new moon, a bit, but i think i'm getting tired of twilight. it's getting a little crazy. (btw my friends are taylor lautner fans(most). they are going crazy with the trailer. lol)


I haven't read anything in a while. I have InkDeath sitting on my shelf collecting dust. I'm too scared to open it. It's been forever since I read Inkspell and Inkheart, i'm scared i've forgotten it all. I'm waiting for the right mood if that sound right. lol.

I haven't caught up on manga except Skip Beat! i left off at like 122 for a while and now i'm back on the Skip Beat fever. i just caught up and now i have to wait a month for an update! T___T. i can't wait for the next chapter it's really getting interesting again!



Favourite song right now = Cross My Heart by Marianas Trench



i didn't know that msn had 3-D tic tac toe. it is SUPER awesome. much longer than regular and still loads of fun (i am also still hooked on tetris. though i doubt i will ever get good.)



I really have to start sleeping early. I feel like a zombie. I think i've finally become nocturnal, even when i go to sleep i can't sleep at night. it's really annoying now. lol.



This summer i'm going to try cooking Japanese food. ya i have a cookbook and i'm going to experiment with some dishes. maybe i'll make something edible? lol. doubt it. my goal is to be able to make onigiri successfully by the end. lol.



ANYWAYS
Until next time...