I'm alive!

So I finally have the courage now to update. I actually have a reason for not updating. It isn't good but it's a reason.

I was terrified to go on DA. lol.

I knew I'd abandonned it for a while, but just thinking about the number of messages and deviations that would pile up i was scared. I always hate to delete them all cuz i wanna see them all, but i know i can't so i end up looking through them all and before i know it i haven't slept and feel like a zombie.

lol.

so i'm going to delete a whole chunk this time, start fresh.

it's actually almost been a whole semester since i last updated. wow. I haven't done any, anything artistic in that time, maybe doodle on pages and stuff, but i feel like everything i practiced be4 just went out the window T____________T. i have to get more in touch
Now it's summer. Schools over, but i'm still finding something to do around the house. I'm trying to create my own blog site from scratch now, which is a complete epic fail. when i'm done (whenever that is) i'll attach the link from here. It's pretty, so i guess thatz a plus. but i always get caught up in the details.



I watched the Proposal the other day in theatres. totally awesome. i haven't seen transformers 2 yet but i will soon. proposal was epic though and now i have a whole line up of movies for the summer and fall. i am totally going to be broke.

My friends are all hyped up about New Moon coming out in the fall i think? i'm not so much. I liked new moon, a bit, but i think i'm getting tired of twilight. it's getting a little crazy. (btw my friends are taylor lautner fans(most). they are going crazy with the trailer. lol)


I haven't read anything in a while. I have InkDeath sitting on my shelf collecting dust. I'm too scared to open it. It's been forever since I read Inkspell and Inkheart, i'm scared i've forgotten it all. I'm waiting for the right mood if that sound right. lol.

I haven't caught up on manga except Skip Beat! i left off at like 122 for a while and now i'm back on the Skip Beat fever. i just caught up and now i have to wait a month for an update! T___T. i can't wait for the next chapter it's really getting interesting again!



Favourite song right now = Cross My Heart by Marianas Trench



i didn't know that msn had 3-D tic tac toe. it is SUPER awesome. much longer than regular and still loads of fun (i am also still hooked on tetris. though i doubt i will ever get good.)



I really have to start sleeping early. I feel like a zombie. I think i've finally become nocturnal, even when i go to sleep i can't sleep at night. it's really annoying now. lol.



This summer i'm going to try cooking Japanese food. ya i have a cookbook and i'm going to experiment with some dishes. maybe i'll make something edible? lol. doubt it. my goal is to be able to make onigiri successfully by the end. lol.



ANYWAYS
Until next time...

I thought it would be important to update. I can't believe that it's been just a little over a month since i last wrote an entry because it feels like everything has changed. must be because its a new sem Lives looking great i feel happy i'm starting to really build on my resolution, balance. Now i just have to keep up. i'm trying to be balanced with my lifestyle, work ethic and well keeping up in general. I haven't checked D.A. msgs in a while and wow they pile up just like FB. so thatz on my to do list. it seems endless but i hope it's done soon. should i just delete everything?

Oh and i've been planning to learn CSS soon maybe over march break or something anyone know a good site?



I watched i think a few movies with my family sometime and over the long weekend (thank-you Dalton McGuinty!) i watched a bunch of chick flicks

I am currently watching the drama Boys Before Flower, i'm trying to finally finish Last Friends (which is AWESOME) and i started binbo danshi.



I colored two pages from Fruits Basket, but i don't think i can upload them i don't have Takaya Natsuki's permission i've been working on a few things and some gesture drawings because i haven't done drawing in a while, but i hope to finish stuff today and just fool around and get back in touch. Maybe make some line art for me to colour!



I'm reading A great and terrible beauty by libba bray for my isu! it is awesome! i fully recommend it and the whole series which i finished last semester.

I'm still reading short stories and one-shots >.< i need to catch up on the long series like bleach, fma, vk, special a etc... and stuff i am soo behind!!



I'm just listening to whatever is on the radio, but i like the Boys Before Flowers OST. esp, the song that says "my world" and stuff sung by a girl. i have no idea what the name is :S


ANYWAYS
Until next time...

My computer is fine .
No second crash just it was being retarded and it's still slow. But you know what? I'm just going to pretend it's fine. cuz i really don't want to deal with that.... It's 11:00pm and i'm still not as sleep... so much for the balance that i said was my resolution. I'm nervous about exams... i haven't even started studying and i have no plan on how to. I just never really have a studying plan and when it boils down to it, it don't really know how to study for some subjects so i decided to devote tomorrow to actually trying to sit down, but the hmwk i had i never finished. i was so distracted today i did nothing. oh well... i feel really lazy but uneasy lately it's the oddest thing...



No movies watched so far. i watched a drama! actually well it was a movie classified as a drama. It was the live action of lovely complex. xD. i love the manga it's jokes so i so the it and i was like i need to watch that... I did no work that day yay!!



I was looking through my gallery and i noticed i got better at colouring but i'm way too lazy at my lineart cleaning up. I really have to work on that. I can't get a tablet this year . i might have to get another summer job and still try to convince my parents... or just wait a while longer... so much waiting...




I have just read bits of novels, i'm trying to pick a book for ISU so i picked stuff that looked cool, read like a chapter and dropped it

I've been reading so many oneshots and new stories i'm behind on everything. I'm so scared i'll get spoilers on Bleach, FMA and Skit Beat and Special A T__T... i did no catching up over the break.. i think i'm just going to give up... i'll get there one day no need to rush. (i've strangely developed a shikamaru type attitude)

speaking of naruto, xD. i've been on this naruto fanfiction binge. lolol.




TETRIS LOVE



WRONG NUMBER - DBSK!!! i think i already said this who cares it's awesome. i haven't heard anything knew 'cept english songs on the radio which reminds me i kinda like this song..
Kevin Rudolf ft Lil Wayne - Let It Rock it was stuck in my head all of friday. and i was singing it annoying my friends so much fun


ANYWAYS (Good Night )
Until next time...

LIFE

December started out great but it ended pretty badly. But on a bright note,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2009, year of the cow (Haru-kun)

My computer crashed, TWICE this break. AUGH. and well i did nothing for new years. i haven't done anything i planned this break and haven't slept at all and again it is late and i find myself NOT sleeping. grrr. well i can't blame anyone but myself... i finally updated thatz a good thing. i thought before i lose my computer (that i've known and bonded with for too long) i wanted to write a DA journal entry with it(maybe for the last time). i'm really scared cuz i need my computer. i was actually working on a assignment the first time it crashed and it wouldn't boot up so i had to use safe mode, luckily that worked and i saved a view files. i lost a lot of dbsk vids T__T (xD). after i reformatted it and put the files i saved back on i went to working on my assignment and procastinating and making up for lost time. and then the problems started happening again so technically it's not a second crash yet but that can be expected so before it happens i guess i'm just saying good bye and it's also strangely slow and weird... i think w.e. happened to before has not been fixed. . I just hope all goes well



Over the month of December i watched Nana (Japanese), A Wednesday ( a really cool brown movie. no songs just really awesome), A show called Lost in Austen, i started watching Big Bang, i was going to watch the new brown movie (probably old by now) with shahrukh khan i forget the name (rab ne.. rag ne.. something about making and jodi?)but he has a mustache, but i didn't :S i will eventually... i watched a few other movies over the break And spend the rest of the time watching Wizards of Waverly Place and Life with Derek on Family while my computer was being fixed.

Also, i think the new Ink Heart movie is cool, but looking at the trailer i saw for the movie when i went for twilight, the movie looks like Ink Heart + Ink Spell. it's like it'll be weird rushed and mixed up. i am not looking foreward to seeing that :S



I've done nothing except work on sprites for my game. I'm making a game for a culminating project which is actually, surprisingly good. the sprites were just edited by me i made button sprites but that took no skillage. today though i attempted to sketch different hairstyles, because i realized i don't have a lot of guy hairstyles because i don't really know what guys do with their hair. i like different hairstyles but i don't really know how to draw it. i hope that my computer gets fixed soon so i can do something




I haven't really read far in Ink Death i might start in the summer, cuz i know i won't be able to during school. i might start looking for an isu novel. i was looking at the list from last year. one question, Why are all these books sad or REALLY weird?

So behind on ALL manga! i haven't read any of the series that updates T__T i'm so behind and i'm scared to read spoilers. i've just been reading old fanfics to pass time.




LOL, i have been playing a lot of games lately to get the mind of the fact my computer is being weird. and the lagging while i play does not help... anyways i've been playing miniclip games along with my awesome culminating game! lol. i think sushi-go-round is awesome on miniclip but it makes me soo hungry and they really are overworking that one chef! they should hire more ppl jeez! or at least get a a guy to man the phone for deliveries. and Mr. Bounce is a really challenging game. i found it annoying at first but it can grow on ppl.... Other than that nothing big.



I'm not going to have my computer for a while so maybe, just maybe, i might get sleep tonight lets aim for midnight? xD




Just names today cuz i'm too tried to type more,
Witch Doctor (old but it's such a funny song. i play it to annoy the others in my house)
and i haven't really had time to see new songs (mainly wasting time and computer fixing ) so


ANYWAYS (sorry about the rambling )
Until next time...

LIFE

HEY!!!!!

November's Over!!!!

I was piled in november and i thought the month would never end... sadly it was also my birthday month which makes it twice as depressing. Now that december is here i'm looking forward to a break



In movie news, I watched Twilight the weekend it came out. Me and my friends went. I liked Robert Pattinson as Cedric, but as Edward Cullen he was just creepy. The his eyes looked all red... and they over exposed his face it was weird. But the movie was pretty good. It was rushed though. the whole falling in love part was like a week and it was like a few months in the book, but i guess they had to go fast, it was a movie. Bella was pretty, but her voice was a bit hoarse by the end, anyone else notice that? And i'm a jacob fan, but i was totally disappointed by the jacob in movie, no offense, but i guess the jacob in my head was different. The scene where i thought edward looked the best was the part where he's jumping off of bella's truck, so cute. the scene reminded me of inuyasha. lol pretty good movie.

This past week i watched the korean movie "Baby and Me" with Jang Guen Suk. (i him ) funny movie though and it was really touching by the end. I thought the girl was really creepy and cool at the same time. I can't remember her name, but she was played by Kim Byeol. I loved her pjs they were really cute! the kid was adorable in the movie. watch the trailer! [link]




I'm trying to make lineart recently, because i'm practicing, cuz i suck . I don't think i'm getting a tablet i'm waiting a while so i'm working on the method i have right now. Lately, i haven't been doing a lot of anime/manga art, but i'm trying new things, though i think i'm getting back into it. I didn't do any sketching at all during november by the end i started picking up again.




I finished The Bartimaeus Trilogy: The Amulet of Samarkand!! finally, i liked the parts narrated by bartimaeus, they were really witty i really like his character, i had high hopes for Nathaniel's character at the start i don't like him much now. I'm now starting inkdeath the third in the inkheart series, but i haven't read them in a long while i feel sorta out of touch... oh well...

I want my dad to read fma? i wonder if i have a chance, he likes non-fiction so i doubt it and also it's manga so it'll be funny to try but i think he'll like it.




Now that i'm in the clear for a while i'm on miniclip wasting my time, i've completely forgotten about tetris, but i'm going back to the games i used to play a while back like "sheepish" and "bug on a wire" it's been jokes.




LOL. friday i accidently slept in really late i got in so much trouble. i was so scared when i woke up that i got ready (showered, changed and did my hair) in 7 minutes.... thatz the fasted i've ever done it



YAY! did you guys here about Samsung's "HA HA HA" campaign? my friend, ~bakaneko007 told me about it! Yunho and Micky made these really cute vids! lol they are the NoKy brothers! yuNhO and micKY. Anyways, the campaign is to cheer people up in these times.

the first vid --> [link]
the second vid--> [link]

there is even one of the whole group though there are extra people and i don't really understand it.

Also DBSK and SHINee along with girls generation came on an american show called FUSE. check it out!

Also please listen to the awesomest song ever... FLY BOY by Crown J. [link]


ANYWAYS (that was pretty boring wasn't it?)
Until next time...


Just for jokes check out a clip from my current favorite sitcom [link]